Cumpleaños

Por diversas razones que no viene al caso citar, el 19 de septiembre de 2010 me encontró totalmente solo en casa al empezar. Estaba en absoluto silencio leyendo o escribiendo y me di cuenta que no era cualquier dia. Arrancaba el primer dia de cumpleaños en el que ya no tenia a mi viejo, hacia menos de dos meses, y necesitaba por todos los medios del universo no ponerme a pensar en eso.
Busqué musica, y apareció primero el disco de B-sides de Oasis, Masterplan y lo primero que empezó a sonar que no me dió ganas de matarme, fue esta canción.
La vida ha sido generosa conmigo y con las canciones que me ha soplado el tiempo cuando acecharon esos momentos en que uno piensa una vez mas que es en vano seguir luchando.

I'm older than I wish to be
This town holds no more for me
All my life I try to find another way
I don't care for your attitude
You bring me down I think you're rude
All my life I try to make a better day

It's hard enough being alone
Sitting here by the phone
Waiting for my memories to come and play

It's hard enough sitting there
Rockin' in your rockin' chair
It's all too much for me to take when you're not there

It's hard enough being alone
Sitting here by the phone
Waiting for my memories to come and play

It's hard enough sitting there
Rockin' in your rockin' chair
It's all too much for me to take when you're not there

I'm older than I wish to be
This town holds no more for me
All my life I try to find another way
I don't care for your attitude
You bring me down I think you're rude
All my life I try to make a better day

It's hard enough being alone
Sitting here by the phone
Waiting for my memories to come and play

It's hard enough sitting there
Rockin' in your rockin' chair
It's all too much for me to take when you're not there